I pep talk a lot to myself when I’m upset. If you feel as if you’ve missed an opportunity somewhere, or feel as if you haven’t met your full potential, this is for you man. 

So the time has come for elections in councils, executives, and teams no matter in school or out, this is the time. I thought I had my high school years pretty planned out, but I realized no, some people are more ambitious than me, some people have higher goals than me. I realize there are some people more courageous than me, some people who can do more than me, some people who are able to handle it, some people who are confident they can break you. But hey, I have the persona to do that. I’m confident, I’m social, I handle stress, I actually have the background to do this. So though it is too late, I can’t help but wonder, would I have made school President? Vice president maybe? Maybe..maybe I would have. Maybe I know enough people, maybe I can speak on stage, show them what I’ve got. And I have potential, I know I do. Why didn’t I do it? Why didn’t I give it a shot? Why didn’t I just TRY? You know, I’m not going to lie, I have pretty good ideas sometimes, things I want to do, goals I want to achieve. But I’m too lazy. Too scared. Too careless. Someone else can do it better, someone else would have the same idea. Someone else might have the time, someone else can do it. Well if everyone thought like that, no one would do it would they? No. Who’s the someone else? Me. Being President would be nice. Well for such a title like that of course it would be nice. Am I up for it? Maybe. Is it too late? Yes. So I’m using this knowledge for future endeavors. Take the chance, forget that she isn’t doing it, forget he said you can’t do it, do it. Just do it. And I’ll get somewhere. 

Being President isn’t the end all be all. I’ll still be in Community Council, I’ll be Council Director, I’ll be attending Student Council, I’m okay. I may start a volunteer club to reach to the community and branch off the council, I’m good. I’m still one step above some. I’ll start up newspaper again. Maybe I’ll talk to Mr. K about it. And hey, I still have University to achieve higher goals (; There’s a place for everybody.